Recently, or even, since creating this account.
I was going to do my best to do a lot of fan art based on tv shows and games I like. I've been meaning to do that,
But for some reason, creating fan art scares me?
I'm not sure if it's just me but each time I think about drawing a character I just keep thinking if their's even a point because I'm just going to ruin the character. I can draw characters that already exist good or even very well.
Which is why you don't see much fan art from me. It's scary to try and 'improve' an existing character when the confidence isn't really there.
I write fan fictions just fine, but I keep them to myself haha, incase I get ridiculed for bad writing (I am a dyslexic prat after all, so my spelling or grammar isn't very good).
I'm an Illustration design student, I shouldn't be scared of drawing characters that already exist...
I don't care for followers and what not, I just want to provide good work that people might want to buy, I want to make drawing a living because I enjoy drawing and each time I draw I do feel like I have improved, but I want to be recognised because that's the only way for me to even get people asking for work and what not.
I'm not sure if it's just me that feels this way and I'm not really sure what I should do :/
My university work takes up so much of my time, I'm dedicated to my studies and I want to graduate so badly.